despite all troubles and tribulations, i still love you and forever will. you gave me love and i love you more than anything in this whole wide world. Even when u treat me the way you do, make me feel guilty for things i have no control over, no impact on…But i am tired of saying sorry, i’m tired of feeling bad about myself, of fighting so much with myself. I never neglect you, i smile at you even when you hurt me the most, i give you support even when you push me away the hardest…tell me, are these my mistakes,is that the treatment i deserve thus?
I dont know how to do this anymore,i dont know if i’m up for this in a long-run?I’m deciding between myself and you. Between the known and the unknown…Oh babe, why? Why can’t u just get mad at things that are so much clearer for me to comprehend? I love you, but i need space to breathe, space for me so that i can l leave you be, be the person you aspire to be. you dont need me, you just want me but wanting me isnt enough for the two of us…
it’s killing me inside but i feel i have no other option for myself and yourself, maybe we need to sacrifice us?
